First Aid

those fortunate risk fate to alleviate a fear from within clawing to trust someone monogamy sits uneasily ice that don't heat freeze howl hollow howl in vast space all light displaced we can kill desire albatross worn subvert to twist and old poem tick tick tick tick tick altruistically we've come a long way man and woman raping from the earth worming what it's worth right wing ricochet displays the evolution of decay just go away infant hospital winged protection infected the new born dreams a life that cannot be intuitive grease paint drooling to relate all of lifes mistakes hitting in the face orchard putrid smile head of state state headless states of being as right up against what's wrong the disease believes to push away normality alone with virtue what's there left to do a virus threads poetry written time dogmatically lifes plague the first aid acquired deficiency spreading it aimlessly have heart crash course caustic dripping gins the reaper body count intensify getting weaker moisten the soul away clouded and vague throw free love to history masters of nothing living's now a precious aim

Addiction

desperate deranged talking in my sleep again eyes twitch retain a sentimental something looked lorn and we burned and burned I was a cinder body soul in my dreams breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea responding disillusion encrusted cruelty describe why nails enclose me eating so evenly there exists a lot of reasons to support fatality abstience possessed hardly what you think it is hearts beat positive provided there's progress ignorance does insist of the right coffin took some food offered me can't see myself drank the wine wished the feverish burst of terror breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea insist that nothing happened chilled bloodless fatigue recharge with bitterness fanatics beckoning mistook a look impassioned absorbed with clarity consciousness drifts away discarded memory packaged shelf life bad display breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea excessive necromances comfort is treachery so pound the nails in tight eyes screaming out of sight against a grain like curtain unbearably alive

Shadow Cast

magnified fear stares back the mirror reflect depravity the shadow cast a feeling of ill harmony so crisp the famines itch a withering shoreline tears of grey interspersed with withered fruit her gloomy banquet of cheer heaven what a sweet pain douse the ecstasy the imagination drained away perpetual reverie abruptly fade heavens soothing some say tremulous hand jabs from behind sticks in the back for all to see organs spilled leak of will void of secrecy genuine tears delights the taste pain salts the bitter brew rich in guilt to absorb the filth she worships a point of view scarce the thousand remnants black charred flesh a victim screaming through heaven or hell what's the difference one to believe in one to live in careful balancing what's hell to heavens only flame

Draining Faces

cut tear taking life too serious recreates a void not unlike walking infinitely blind through rooms strewn with razor blades I see what you mean what you say duck the issue and treat as humor gorging forcing pointless impediments strangling deform more than known know to never be ciao

The Mourn

along the cracked in floors dripping on the floor there sits a doctor murder samurai hit numbers calling gave up all old eye shy nose on the wall a cracking membrane turn the message those eyes warn and pull out the young eye why arms creak wishing higher caught the point whore introvert maybe she'll have a chance one day but the world watches with heart rid her arms out rip her arms out rip out

Second Tooth

(not much need) distraught wake up in sweat something is very different no water hot or cold walk out in the street greet the morning gun battles needless no need to understand in a foreign land with gun in hand killing is respected a way of showing faith in a country's need to exercise death penalities where were you now in the chair to burn twenty years ago killing red in nam who is worse when war is far away not much for sympathy a number count of casualties return so burned with nothing left to learn murder now invigorates the unwashed bloody hands kill again let the family burn do little to comfort anguishing no decision could ever warrant this war is just a childrens game no pretending dead why? dear god whom we project its useless killing children to satisfy the arms budgets who walks right or left a child won't give a damn nations arise to reason the conceptions threatened for economic steps is it time to shut down and lay to rest the bomb that servant suicide object worshipped like a god be there now blown clear the human race what use is there of figures the wrote wordless statistic names and numbers now seem out of place a paper representating life blowing down the street kill again

Tear Or Beat

live within four walls scrape insect infested dreams cancer cornered worn accepting misery as a way of dealing within this complex fantasy which way or how to say is this ordinary? terror force the rain boiling over lifeless flame fear pays a healthy wage leaves its trail in well planned pain crave whisper fall ride corrodes neglected dream scalding of organs slowly rotting in the time to understand a body degeneration reluctant soul search within a dying civilation fill cracks with plaster hides all unbalanced things a shade to pale of late features sunken in if all were to dissolve not to interpret literally a mindless mat that minds itself void of expressing anything that need be in order to believe then to substantiate by falling ungraciously at the brother's feet used solely to defeat back around it gleams time again terror nerves on edge no where safe to populate whose side to liberate genocide applied with subtlety terror shadowed dream no chance ending callous reign fear not rise up to stay the beast no moving frozen are the meek

deep down TRAUMA HOUNDS

injured plea crushed destiny deep down trauma hounds run to corrode integrity whatever matters and it would they fail to see they make believe reality helpless deaths ignored to be judged as juvenile head caves in growing pains no time remains for fantasy tyrrany exists shrink beneath the ingrown thorns forced to accept pledge allegiance to a flag tested to forget you must resist they want you dead feels emptyness eternity keeps swallowing digested benefactors whose silence deafens anything all of whom decease and miss to pierce a point objects and lessons to realize it's not the way what's the point of giving up leaving won't change anything political resentment to push away all growth withing puzzles me offers soul to nothing the message screams it's purity that those with no rights display the right to have no life do have respect they must accept a world commiting suicide

Anger

anger thought so no thought touched inside crazy (disembodied gutteral noise need not make sense)

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